should I stay or should I go now?

GEMINI: You are teetering on the brink of something huge, and you know it. Part of you wants to run away from everything this will require of you, and part of you wants to embrace all of that. It seems clear that there is no way to avoid change, but you’re scared by the realization that when one thing shifts, everything in your life gets moved around. You’ve got too much going for you to play "fraidy cat.' And it’s ridiculous to hold yourself back just because you know others will have a hard time accepting this.

change is good. change is good. change is good. change is good.
(ignore me, I'm just trying to convince myself...)

and in this case: change = totally necessary.
(complete overhaul would be even more fitting)